The good news is the more I talk to people, the more I realize everyone feels the same way I do. Even the people who live on their own. No one knows what they want to do and it seems like it's very rare to have people who love what they do every day and not constantly working towards something else. This is comforting.
I think another thing that is hard is to keep from settling. I can't keep living the way I do, here, in the house I grew up in. I'm starting to get comfortable again, and I think it is very important to always be on your toes. You always must be doing things you don't necessarily want to ultimately get where you want to be. For example, taxes. I don't want to do my taxes, but apparently it's important for me to do so. Same goes with sketching, and keeping up with current trends and my love for fashion. I can't just give up b/c I'm doing merchandising now. People love what I've created in the past. They love it! Now I just need to harness it and figure out what to do with it. There must be a reason I'm having no luck with getting these jobs I want. Maybe I'm just being really optimistic right now, any maybe I'm being optimistic because I have to be, however, I feel like if I was meant to get the job, I would get it. I think there is a greater power that helping me find my way. Everything definitely happens for a reason, I just haven't figure out what it is yet.
Almost everyone I'm friends with is going through a post-grad crisis. I'm starting to realize that's okay, as long as you don't get swept up in it. Keep everything you learn as you make your way through life. Never forget it. Especially all the Yugoslavian countries that could help you win Trivia Night. *shrug*
PS. I'm officially 23 now. Hooray! One year closer to whatever it is I'm supposed to be getting closer to. :)
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